Spirit guide!

Spirit guide...appeared in my dream, finally!

My spirit guide appeared as a female in my dream. The whole dream set was taken place where i currently live. I was outside with my friends, in the forrest camping. Then suddenly, i knew something was wrong, i felt it. Then i remembered, that i have powers, like(sword powers, from Bleach anime(Tensa-Zangetsu is the sword name)). I tried calling her, but my sword manifestation didin't appear to me as it should have been to. Then suddenly, i felt my anger, self-doubts, and every emotions related to negative being released, and then she appeared and started running away from me.

 She looked almost like this(Her face expression was exactly like on the 1st picture): 

1st picture

2nd picture

I instantly knew what i had to do! It was to challange her to a sword duel. I was following her, till i ended up being middle of the forrest. There was a huge area inside the forrest, a circle alike ground, where was no trees growing. She appeared infront of me and she said: Kristjan, you're not worthy calling me, if you're full of doubts. We both are from the same source, im yours inner mirror!

After that we crossed our swords, i tried to release my sword to a second stage called "Bankai". But it didin't work, so she laughed at me, and we continued running. She was already in bankai state, so she was much faster than me. When we crossed our swords, i instantly noticed her movements, we were fighting in air. I watched how she was jumping in air, moving really fast. I was so focused on her movement, that i managed to understand how she was moving so fast in the air. After focusing awhile i started hearing the energy she's using to move in air. She was using air(airbending) behind her foot to move so fast, and i even heard the wind underneath her foot(I think it's because im training energy movement and airbending myself!). After that i imagined myself bonding with her, i was so focused, that i tried releasing my sword to second stage(Bankai) and it worked! 

After that she stopped and she flashed infront of me and she said the following:

"You couldn't call me, because you and i were not in balance. Kristjan, when your heart is in trouble, you fear and fear makes one's soul unbalanced.

You must release your fears, anger and everything that makes your heart troubled, otherwise your soul is not in balance with me. I'm a manifestation of your soul, im part of you, im here to guide you.

You must love your inner self, never doubt in yourself. Find peace in your soul. Every human has indescribable powers, but they all lock it with their fears. You're on your way discovering your true power, i'll be always next to you, watching and i will appear when you choose to call me... ".

After that i woke up in the morning, 1 minute before my alarm would go off. I felt so strange, yet i was full power as i would been feeded with the most positive energy.

The "Reversed world"

And i quote: "I ask myself: Was it a dream or a hint towards something great?".

I was standing in middle air in a reversed world. The sky was earth and the earth was sky. Everything was reversed. The weird part was that i was standing in the middle air, with my head pointing to earth and my legs pointing towards sky(reversed). As i was standing in middle air, i saw that the world was huge, but covered with fog. Then suddenly, an entity appeared infront of me. He was reversed, compared to me. He was standing with his legs and head pointing towards the reversed world. He was dressed in white robe, he had red and black curly hair. While he was standing on the reversed world's ground, his feet didin't touch the ground, he was walking in the air. He started walking towards me, then he suddenly stopped. He was standing right infront me, then he reached his hand, pointed towards my left eye, said something about the third eye that i can't remember, and then he grabbed my left eye with his hand and pulled it out. After that he said: "You must be careful about what you see". Then the dream ended.

"I ask myself: Was it a dream or a hint towards something great?".

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Hello,
Im starting a blog of my inner spiritual journey. I think bloggin is needed, to keep track of my journey, and it'll help me learn something from this. Also, the blog is for people, who are interested in these kinds of things.